Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Serious Issues: Self-Harming

Nobody knows the real you. Nobody know how many times you have cried in your room while nobody was watching. How many times you screamed on your pillow. Nobody knows how many times you have lost hope Or how many times you have been let down, and sometimes by the people that you thought that care about you. Nobody knows how many times you're about to just break down , but you dont. for the sake of others, yourself. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through your head when you're sad. How horrible People might be. Nobody Truly knows You, even yourself. Sometimes, you just wonder who you are, whats your purpose, and why you are here. but darling, Life is not about finding yourself, its about creating yourself. Sure , you may push people out of your life or drive people crazy. But YOU ARE YOU. And that's the best you can ever be. People can say your not perfect; but are they perfect? NO. You are not here to Please people. Enjoy your Life! Enjoy every second of it! Don't waste your precious time stressing about being imperfect, cuz honey, we are all imperfectly perfect; and there is someone from above who loves you for who you are.
People make fun of you because you cut but little they know, they are the ones who made you cut, they are the one who murdered your heart. Sure you break your promises. Maybe you're just scared to get hurt again. You have so many scars and bruises that you get so used to it , its a habit  Sure you want to give up. But think of why you held on so long. Yes you want to die. But do you know how many people will miss you? You hide your emotions, and put a fake smile on.You lie and say your fine even though you are not. People call you Ugly. They might make fun of you because of the way you look or how much you weigh but does it make them any better? they dont have the right to judge you! who are they? GOD? NO. they are just like you; A NORMAL PERSON. Sometimes its hard to smile. Sometimes you think there is nothing to smile about, but THERE IS! there is always something to smile about. there is always a Silver lining. Look at the bright side. Challenge yourself to think positive every time you think you are going to break down. Sometimes you even ignore yourself. Maybe you're just a little bit more than just "sad". You cut yourself. Never too deep ,only enough to feel the pain & to know your alive - you are still here. Enough to feel the scream inside. Put the razor down. Put the pill bottle down. Drop the knife or the rope. You're better than this. You're stronger than this. No one wants this to happen to you. I care and i love you all. How can other people accept you , if you cant even accept yourself ? Some people don't take suicidal people seriously. They don't realize how much pain you are in. In fact ,they underestimate how much pain you are in. Don't they realize how upset a person might be to drag that blade across their skin? Dont they realize how miserable someone might be to lock themselves in a room and starve themselves? NO. They dont. No one should joke about things like that. They shouldn't overlook people who do that to themselves. We are all just people. We need one another to support each other - to help us through this. Don't disrespect these people. They are in so much pain. Dont tell them to do it, and DONT MAKE THEM. Dont say it doesnt mean anything. They do it as a release. At that moment , they forget all there problems . Everything. All they can focus on is inflicting the pain. Its terrible.. Its scary...  self harm.  Its no joke , so dont treat it like one. Just remember I want you guys to know that you deserve only the best, you are worthy of all the love in the world. You deserve to be surrounded by people who think the world of you and love you for who you are - not those who let you down and put all your energy into and always be a second option in return. Dont let these people get to you and NEVER settle for anything less than you deserve. You are worth more than that.Stay Strong everybody and don't loose hope. Not today ,not tomorrow ,not ever. Call up to God when you can't take it. Sometimes the people whom you think you can trust are the ones who are bringing you down, but GOD won't; He will lift you up, He will never stop, until you are strong and he will be there when you are about to fall.


we will be rising from the ground like a Skyscraper




We are Warriors, no one can hurt us again.

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